So I just got an XBOX 3-FIKKIN-60! WOOOT! Been playing Left for Dead 2. It's highly addictive and my mother had to smack with a broom to get me to come to dinner heheheheh!

Side note.

I PASSED THE 10TH GRADE!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!

Sooooooooooo....
I've been doing a little soul searching. Imma try my hand at photography....with a camera phone. This oughta be fun.

School started today after two weeks of break AND IM ALREADY FREAKING DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARG!!!!!!!!!
Stupid psysics, stupid math, stupid IT, stupid Engineering UGH!
The homework! OH GODDESS THE HOMEWORK IS KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh. Im fine, Im fine...

OH MAN I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HYPED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCHOOL WAS ROCKIN! The seniors of our school were like having a farewell to everybody thing, right. So like they we're like doing these best teacher, best student thing right, but like in catagories it was like best english teacher and best freshman ans such things, right.

So guess who got best junior?
Random Person: Um.... that chick who sits next to you in math?
NOOOOOOOOO! YOU MORON! ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So like yah that's not what has me totally hyped the fact that I'm stoked is because the head girl (who also personally coached me when I was learning goalkeeping) comes right up to me and smooches me!

Now you're probably thinking. She's lying! I'm sooooooo not dude! It was totally AWESOME! and like people around us are like "Uwahhhhh" and ya know there were sum haterz, so like she's all on some "I'm gonna miss you" and I'm like "What the hell was that about!" she all smiles and like "Goodbye present"

OH EM GEEE!!!!!!! Funiest thing was the look on my ex's face PRICELESS!!!!!!!

Dude now everybody at school was like
"OMG it the chick who kissed Anne"
"Oh my gawd I heard they did it in the bathroom"
"I always knew she was a dyke"

I smile all big like and get with my thing cept, Anne was hanging out with me like almost the whole day, oh yeah she might be our hockey coach next year, dude I'm dating a chick who's older than me, damn...........

so yah that was my day and hear I thought my life was getting boring.

When my friends break with their gf/bf's and they come to me for support I never really understood why they would mope around or cry.

I mean it's just one person right?

Like I said I never really understood this.... until now.

I had a girlfriend of about 1 month and today she broke with me. Why? You ask?

If I tell you you're going to laugh, I just know your going to fucking laugh.

She broke up with jus cuz I wouldn't have sex with her, I mean we're just 15 even if we are both girls, I wasn't ready for that kinda shit.

Unfortunately she didn't take it so well, I told her nicely even but she wouldn't listen. So after she called me 'Fucking selfish' she said we're over and split.

Now all her friends are on my ass for some reason, luckily I got friends of my own, wonderful, beautiful, friends who have enough balls to hold me down I'm pissed.

If it wasn't for I would've kicked some serious white people ass (no offence to whites though).

So yeah story of my life. I thought me and her were cool I guess I thought wrong. I haven't eaten since this happened and this was just a few hours ago. Reading doesn't even make me feel better now.

And I've been trying to stop my parents from killing her, even though she deserves it, but as a buddhist I must not hold ill will to others she had her reasons, no matter how fucked up they were.

Excuse me while I go burn pictures of my ex....